Saturday, October 4, 2008: cry
Attended a wake last nite...

almost cried bt with tears flowing out of my eyes...
bt i cant cry it out...

I still remember...
the year when I failed O lvl..

I nv cry when i recieve my result...
bt i jus smile with my friends.. sayin nvm de lar..

althought I am feeling veri sad in my heart..
bt I jus cant cry...

No one taught me how to cry...
my bro say, Only girl cry...


so i always kept it to myself...
smiling on my face...
bt cryin inside...

tats me ba...
The Junlong tat nt everyone knows

=)

I dun wish to cry bcos It shows other tat I am weak...
n i dun lik being weak...

I hate tat feeling...

So i will try to improve myself..
make myself better n stronger
n always with tat smile on my face

k lar...

i think only my mum n my buddies knows the real junlong ba...
they can see frm my eyes..
*tats wat my mum said*

i go bath liao..
jus reach hm

ciao ppl~
take care =)

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-JuN- blogged on 12:21 AM
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